January 2011
109 posts
December 2010
83 posts
“Contemporary Christian Rock music is like putting poo in my ears.”
– Sarah Goodwin (via jevinalmazan)
Like A Fist.
Everyone wants to start fresh for the New Year but I think may differ in some ways. It’s not that I want to start fresh, I just want to take myself off pause and continue on the soul searching journey I started around this time last year. Lately I’ve been reminiscing of the happiness and freedom I had when I took my spirituality more seriously. I remember my rides home from school on...
December/Winter To Do List Update
I decided to change December To Do List to Winter To Do List because the cabin isn’t happening until January haha.
[ ] Make Peppermint Bark
[x] Take cute picture with a special someone in front of a big Downtown Christmas tree
[ ] Put lights up around my house
[x] Get hot beverages at the Ghirardelli store and people watch with a special someone
[ ] Put up the Christmas tree with...
Get Out Of The Way.
I was just conversing with a friend about my recent inner conflicts. Something he said stuck out quite nicely though: “you can be the ‘light in his life’ without being his girlfriend. If you love him enough, you will learn how to get out of his way. Surrender is hard, but it is vital for sanity”. Thank you friend =)
All Day.
Woke up at 4:30am to leave my house by 5:30am to make it to a 6:15am sound check in Point Loma. Played 5 church services with some of the most awesome people in the world. I love my band!
This Christmas.
$40 Cash
$40 Visa
$75 Forever 21
$50 Victorias Secret
$150 Visa
1 New Bed Set
1 New Pair of Shoes
1 New Coat of Paint for the Bedroom
Mmmm the windows are fogging with the smells of Christmas Dinner already. Merry Christmas everyone =) Give a little something extra today.
December To Do List Update.
[ ] Make Peppermint Bark
[x] Take cute picture with a special someone in front of a big Downtown Christmas tree
[ ] Put lights up around my house
[x] Get hot beverages at the Ghirardelli store and people watch with a special someone
[ ] Put up the Christmas tree with my mom without getting into an argument
[x] Try Eggnog
[x] Go to December Nights
[ ] Make a Snowman
[ ] Make a snow...
For Now.
Thing are ok for now. I know there are things I can and can’t control and what I can control are my thought patterns. I need to get out of the habit of filling my spare time with other people. I need ME time. I think thats why i’ve been so blue lately. I havt been spending enough time with myself which has caused ME to melt away a bit. I need to get myself together really and stop...
WatchDay 17 – A song that you hear often on the radio
???? by ????…
I haven’t listened to the radio in ages so for all I know “Yeah” by Usher could be playing still…
December To Do List Update.
[ ] Make Peppermint Bark
[x] Take cute picture with a special someone in front of a big Downtown Christmas tree
[ ] Put lights up around my house
[x] Get hot beverages at the Ghirardelli store and people watch with a special someone
[ ] Put up the Christmas tree with my mom without getting into an argument
[x] Try Eggnog
[x] Go to December Nights
[ ] Make a Snowman
[ ] Make a snow angel
...
Weakness.
I think I just have a weakness for men in uniform. Emphasis on men. When will I ever learn… haha <3
Eloisa to Abelard.
In these deep solitudes and awful cells, Where heav’nly-pensive contemplation dwells, And ever-musing melancholy reigns; What means this tumult in a vestal’s veins? Why rove my thoughts beyond this last retreat? Why feels my heart its long-forgotten heat? Yet, yet I love! — From Abelard it came, And Eloisa yet must kiss the name.
Dear fatal name! rest ever unreveal’d, ...
December To Do List Update.
[ ] Make Peppermint Bark
[x] Take cute picture with a special someone in front of a big Downtown Christmas tree
[ ] Put lights up around my house
[x] Get hot beverages at the Ghirardelli store and people watch with a special someone
[ ] Put up the Christmas tree with my mom without getting into an argument
[ ] Try Eggnog
[x] Go to December Nights
[ ] Make a Snowman
[ ] Make a snow...
Allow Me.
Allow me to rant. You know i’m not one for spreading my personal business online but this is a must.
I absolutely hate who this person has turned into. And the sad part is, whenever I try to confront them about it, I turn into a scared puppy. I don’t see how someone can go from far left to far right in the matter of months. AND THEN have the nerv to blame me for it! “your the...
This Person.
[x] Drives me insane
[x] Is runing their life
[x] Is putting themself in danger
[x] Is so insecure
[x] Has way too much baggage
[x] Makes idiotic choices
[x] Feels the need to judge others
[x] Never admits their wrong
[x] Is confused
[x] Does things I morally don’t agree with
[x] Has a shitty outlook on life
[x] Is a huge hypocrite
[x] Always makes excuses for their actions, bad...
I Have Them All.
I just realized that I have about 90% of my favorite classical pieces on vinyl. Scoooore!!!! It took going back through old fb links i posted, realizing that I had the vinyl of the original piece (ie Dance of the Knights from Romeo and Juliet by Prokofiev) and finding it. Best day everrrrrrr!
